Words of Love and Loss

Hi Mom, I decided to walk around the park today while C was at practice. When she first made the team I knew we would be here a couple of times a week and told myself I should walk to get some exercise, and maybe lose some weight in the process. Well, I stopped because I felt it was doing anything to help. I don't know yet if I was wrong but todays walk got me thinking a little clearer. The walk around was perfect. Perfect temperature, perfect breeze, perfect sky, perfec

Mom, Yesterday was your birthday. You would have turned 66. I didn't even realize it till the night before. I had been working on a puzzle for hours. I looked at my watch and it was 1:30 in the morning. I chuckled to myself because I do that. I get so involved in puzzles that I can't stop. After telling myself I should get some sleep because I had to wake up early for a soccer game, I thought about what the date was. Yep, it was your birthday. As I went to sleep I ho

Hi mom. It has been a crazy week. We had four soccer games last week. A's team won all three of theirs, and C's team lost again. So proud of both of them. I think they are both done with soccer. A wants to play lacrosse, I want her to be happy and do what she wants but I don't see her playing after college like I did when she was playing soccer and loved it. I blame the Varsity coach and myself. The coach because he is a liar and a coward. He lied to her for the past